Archive for September, 2003

the call of fall

PEOPLE!!! the weather here in h-town is simple gorgeous. the soft winds stroke my face and tickle my nose and whisper gently in the ethereal notes of autumn.

inspite of a lack of autumn leaves (we mostly just get the brown kind here in houston), i lurve this time of year… the weather seeps into my mind and awakens memories of previous autumns, sweaters and peaceful walks, a sense of excitement as change swirls around you. to me, fall has always brought the aroma of foreshadowing… you know that things are afoot, but they may not be ready to show themselves (like little plants hibernating for the winter). fall means people have finally settled in to a new chapter in their lives, but, like any good book, are eager to turn the pages to see what comes next.

fall means… an inviting�pile of�books, the comforting steam of coffee or tea, urges to write long emails and hear the voices of friends, an extra layer of blankets on yr bed (that may stay at the�foot of the mattress�til december, but just in case!).

fall means… windows down, feeling frisky, little children with little jackets and little hats, apple cider, late nights at the gingerman with no sweat involved.

in celebration, i bought a bag of mellowcreme pumpkins last night. it made me think of the bag i bought last year with seth and julie in california… or the candy jar in the powersuite stuffed with pumpkins and candy corn… or the year when julie and i went to target and bought pumpkins (among many other things) and swore never to go to target together again (for the safety of our wallets).

so i hope you celebrate�autumn in your own way the next time you sense that fall feeling in the air, full of comfort and anticipation.

let’s raise a barn in danville

so i’m back in danville, cos a) i was visiting a school close by (b) it’s just so darn charming! i’m sitting in a starbucks, watching lots of moms with kids and local high schoolers.

danville is like the macaroni and cheese that you long for after you’ve had a few exotic meals. i mean, i’m excited about getting to play in san fran tomorrow (with seth e.) but�it’s nice to feel the comfort of this charming little place before i do my presentation tonite in berkeley.

i’ve had some great school visits throughout this trip and driven through a lot of beautiful, affluent neighborhoods. part of me would love to retire in�a�place like danville… but as seth w. and i have been talking about, what kind of life is it when you buffer yourself from the ugliness of the world? it’s not�a full life, to be sure. nor is it easier to be happy, because the sharp pains of reality only make you more aware of the beauty. i think a lot of people on xanga have been writing on that theme (or a related version).

damn it, why can’t all of you be here with me? maybe in the future, we’ll be so hi-tek that i can click on yr xanga name and you will appear, instantly, so you can feel the cool breezes with me or smile at the cute curly-haired children or eat a lot of pasta with me and then talk all of the calories off…

i’m finally accepting the fact that we all have separate paths, but as i commented to olivia, i’m glad that those paths are connected, and, in some ways, built together, like one of those amish barn-raisings… when it’s all over, everyone gathers together, wipes off the sweat and dirt, and enjoys a banquet, surrounded by the laughter and sweetness of community.

west coaster

here’s a shout-out from posh deluxe outta redwood city, california… and props to hampton inn for having ethernet access in all of their rooms!

finally i’m putting this rice laptop to good freaking use! AND i no longer have to charge rice exorbitant amounts of money for checking my email at kinko’s.

so, i’m back in cali, and of course there are so many things here that i completely adore. for example, julie edwards! i stayed at her sweet, comfy home in sacramento on saturday nite and also spent some quality time with her honey, jared fisher. it was so so SO wonderful to see one of my powersuite girls in person and talk and laugh like it was just no big deal for us to be together after a whole year.

now i’m working the admissions circuit… not as fun as walking to the river with julie BUT, at the same time, travel is one of my fave things about this job. when i meet with students, who are stressed about their apps or completely undecided or freaked out about all of their college choices, i relish the moment when we connect, when i feel like i’ve helped them in some way, or decreased their anxiety, or passed on a bit of the magic and coolness and excitement of rice… basically, i just hope to be some sort of highly evolved transmitter between rice and a country full of kids searching for the next fours years of their lives.

i visited 6 (count ‘em, 6) schools today and then drove up to danville, ca for a college fair at the athenian school, located mid-way up a mountain on “scenic diablo blvd”. this is like one of those schools you read about in a book, with an�nature-filled�campus (literally located in a state park) and students of all stripes and interests (one boy from holland, a girl who wants to bring her horse to rice, so many different young personalities bursting out into the world!).

i had a lovely dinner at “the basil leaf cafe” on a charming street full of little local shops and streetlamps. it was my one hour of peace, of non-rice, non-applications, non-SAT’s… i ate my penne pasta and drank strong coffee and read my relevant magazine and felt the warmth of life spread over me, the fact that i’m sitting in this place that i never knew existed until i parked my car and wandered right into it… how amazing it is that my life can stretch across these distances, far from people i love and sharing one moment of life with perfect strangers, our existences brushing against each other like angels’ wings.

and i’m thankful for that.

tomorrow i’m in the menlo atherton/palo alto area, and then i’m off to oakland, berkeley and, of course, the marvelous city of san francisco!

good nite to all from posh d. on the west coast.

new pants

three important announcements:

1) i am still alive and will hopefully be posting more after tomorrow (i.e. On Campus Day, i.e. my personal nightmare involving 1,000 people) is over.

2) VOTE TODAY fools! if you don’t know where to vote, use this.

3) check out the name of the “best new band in china”. ohmygosh.

Pants aren’t the only thing new about this electonic band

Associated Press

BEIJING — Pop star Chen Qianqian and the electronic band New Pants were dubbed China’s best new musicians Friday at the CCTV-MTV Music Awards.

Thousands of screaming fans waving green glow-sticks attended the event, in its fifth year, at Beijing’s Worker’s Gymnasium.

Chen, known for her up-tempo tunes, won the best new artist award, while New Pants, an underground favorite, was named best new band.

picking out the onions

good gawd it’s been FOREVER since i last posted. this is really terrible.

so… you can all mostly blame Rice for my absence. work suuuuuucks right now. mostly. there are still good parts, but sometimes it feels like i’m picking out the good bits of say, yummy tofu from a mass of raw onions (and most of you know my feelings toward that digusting vegetable). the smell alone sticks to my clothes hours after leaving the campus.

well, that was a nice analogy. err. yeah.

plus i’ve been sick. yuck. i won’t even try to come up with an analogy to describe *that*. ew.

um… i’ll start traveling soon which is a good good good thing. my first trip is to austin (imagine!). yay seth! yay hilary! yay brian! yay kijana! yay star seeds and kerbey lane and the surprise of cool breezes.

i’ve been reading everyone’s xanga via those uber convenient subscription emails. it’s like getting emails from 5 friends in one! i think everyone’s deep/whimsical/pensive thoughts are slowly reviving my admissions-obsessed brain. there’s still hope for sarah and her blogging recovery…

more when i have something better to say.